I never thought that things would be this way I've grown accustomed to how much these burdens weigh Constantly battling for some sort of peace or Relief from this madness So beautifully tragic Where do I go from here Constant reminders of the things I fear And your words draw me back into This back and forth we know so well You've got the worst of intentions I can tell I wish I could get your words out of my mind And leave every memory of you behind Hope lost in the blink of an eye I knew we couldn't change the end even if we tried Biting bullets never was my strong suit Quit taking aim I fell for lies that could only come from you My peace of mind is what I held onto And were spiraling into This back and forth we know so well You've got the worst of intentions I can tell I wish I could get your words out of my mind And leave every memory of you behind Hope lost in the blink of an eye I knew we couldn't change the end even if we tried Biting bullets never was my strong suit Quit taking aim I know it's hard to believe That everything you are is nothing that I want to be I can't play your game These days I find myself Slipping farther and farther from what I've known Back to a place I promised myself that I would never go again I just hope you know I fought this feeling for so long Fighting the urge to let go but forgetting why we're holding on Hope lost in the blink of an eye I knew we couldn't change the end even if we tried Biting bullets never was my strong suit Quit taking aim I know it's hard to believe That everything you are is nothing that I want to be I can't play your game