We tried to close your mouth when you died We thought it looked undignified We could not close it I went to tell the nurse you had died She looked like she did not really mind I could not blame her Then I took myself outside I felt that you were more out there If that makes sense Then I started to cry Uncontrollably Man came up to me Said, "Can I help?" I said, "You know what? I don't think you can" "But thanks" Sun was so bright on the drive back So much so for a moment I believed In some kind of sun God I slept surprisingly well that night But I woke up early like I'm used to Like you used to Then I stared to cry Uncontrollably Time came up to me No more help Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front of me Life in front