Tom Milsom - Better Going / Out Again lyrics

Better than it ever was Better now than then And I Telling me that I need you What an ugly thing to do I'm going out again Change my heart and break my mind Crumple to the floor and cry I'm going out again And I think that I will be petulant about the time And I feel well within rights to do so And I feel like I can be cromulent some of the time And I am feeling prouder and looser I can sense it in my veins I can hear it in my brain I'm going down again I don't want for there to be This much volatility I'm going out and I may never come in And I feel solipsistic and afraid some of the time And I feel effervescent and lonely And I feel like an anxious anchor weight most of the time And I feel powerless to control me And I'm a paragon of honesty some of the time And I can hard emote if it wills me And I want to be everybody's friend all of the time And I think that one day it will k** me Better than it ever was Better now than then Better than it ever was Better in the end