So many ni**as crossed me that's why i ain't got no feelings Beat the double cross i don't even want no dealing U ever love somebody bad u try to get they flaws All the fu*ked up sh*t they do u blame yo self for all they wrongs I ain't asking for no help don't need no handout I'ma shine all through the dark, make sure i stand out ni**as claimin' that they for u sh*t that ain't wat be peepin' Try to tell myself they love me sh*t that's just what i be thinking Heart been made of gold i just started matching energies Know ni**as i just met that love me more then ni**as kin to me Put u in my shoes u can't question out my reasons He got hit like he got hit so y yo people ain't still breathing Hoes be in my comments wishing death like they control it Pull up and foul out right on a b*tch with all that trollin' You been on my dick i shoulda known it from the jump Won't expose u on the gram i hit yo phone i'm like wat up Been through all types of sh*t i speak on different situations U can't treat me like no burden end on top right in they faces Wanted me to fail stupid b*tches hypocritical Spend so much time trolling act like they wanna get rid of u Sit and they wish death right on my baby he ain't even walk-in Wished covid took me out the game b*tch i ain't even coughing b*tches hash tagging steady tweeting bunch of words act like they mean em Ain't no win apologized but u can't satisfy no leeches They rather drain me of whatever flood my mentions with yo hate I took it all ain't drop my head them hoes wanted me to break Ain't give af about my mental cancel culture got y'all evil How u stand up for something now and then go run do something equal Finally said i don't give a fu*k, i know my wrongs, i got some rights b*tch don't think u done did yo part cause u dm me with the hype b*tch don't act like i'm detached when confused and y'all be blinded In the hood just like a light and i ain't ever tried to hide it I ain't ever claimed no other b*tch i'm black ain't tryna change it They b yelling we ain't forgot we'll b*tch me either so let's frame it I'ma gone n set the mood since y'all b perfect n confused I done seen so many deaths when yo duck ass just seen the news U can't tell me how to grieve when i done seen it face to face You ain't been down praying to god bring em back to switch yo place I done been through too much trauma u can't tell me how i felt Won't let me see me cry but u can't tell me i ain't care U can't tell me how to deal when u ain't ever had my cards U can't tell me how to smile cause u ain't ever been this scared fu*k the critics they just that internet got y'all confused Y'all just ride whatever wave do whatever everybody do Y'all ain't even for no cause just be talking with no meaning Tryna make a tweet go viral like it's beef when they be vegan Sure i use to be the sweetest bullsh*t turned me to a demon ni**a