Toby Lightman - Everyday lyrics

[Verse 1] Everyday is a struggle between what I wanna say And what I should keep to myself And the words that manage to leave my lips Don't hurt me, but they hurt everyone else And I find myself in need of a pause I'm not sure why, but I think that it's because Of this desire to be what others want me to be Which is nothing close to me [Chorus] But I'll see better when the smoke clears When the smoke clears inside my head And I can listen when the screaming doesn't repeat everything I've said And all that remains me and who I am at the end of the day And this happens everyday [Verse 2] Everyday is a battle between what I wanna know And what I don't wanna figure out And everything in between in these thoughts of mine That you know I can't live with out And I find myself in need of a pause I'm not sure why, but I think that it's because Of this desire to be what others want me to be Which is nothing close to me [Chorus]