The cutting into me, the doubting painful knife With deepening the rift, finally hit just right Couldn't take the love I had so weak and burning low But it grew into a weapon only hurting me, this I know Is nonfiction So good with numbers, science, math I like But I'm terrible with people so I dispise This part of me that wants a simple right or wrong And I feel that everything I choose will always be false And today These blueprints About me A blank sheet Accomplished Content with This life I will now live 'Till I think "What are we?" Just sometimes No, always Sing how we're sad and Sing how we're lonely Can you even read the signs put up as clear as can be? Can you even read their mind, see that kid's lost fantasy? Can you even find the one who dyed their red heart to black? Hey, who could it be? Hey, someone tell me! Can you even save the timeline with your resetting yet? Can you even stop the rope from hanging them by their neck? Did we really choose it right, saying we're okay this way? Hey, just tell me how, It's not like I care now! In days like numbers, they all pa** their prime And again, hypnotically swimming through time Behind the puzzles, and guards I put up I hide.. Knowing he had long died! From problems My resolve Just can't solve those blueprints Accomplished Content with This life I will now live 'Till I think And they speak That demon behind us Sing let me just sleep Sing someone k** me! Can you even read the signs put up as clear as can be? Can you even read their mind, see that kid's lost fantasy? Can you even find the one who dyed their red heart to black? Hey, who could it be? Hey, someone tell me! Can you even save the timeline with your resetting yet? Can you even stop the rope from hanging me by my neck? Did we really choose it right, saying we're okay this way? Hey, just tell me how, Hey, just tell me how! Can you even say the formula of area now? Can you even scream the dreams you swore would never go out? Who was the one who let my hopes just curl up and die..? Hey, who could it be.. No, it's gotta be! Just open up your eyes why don't you grow up and see?- But what the hell is growing up and tell me when will I be!? Can a single monster out there please explain it to me.. Hey, just tell me how, It's not like I care now!