Savouring the dusk of dreams* The bittersweet evasion Of the pain of awakening Oh why are those golden meadows So enticing? Yet I know that I must surrender To the insomniac dawn And I know That I must return to the shell of My earthbound spirit Savouring the truth inside The bittersweet evasion of the pain Of remembering Oh why are those golden meadows So enticing? Frozen in time - a gift from above Or just another moment closer To the end Another way to tear myself open Where is home and who to believe? Where's this road leading? Is it just fate that I am thrown from The depths of the Earth To bare mountain tops? And maybe I'm the fool For taking my own path Well I walk alone if I must But maybe one day I'll find My own golden meadows Amongst those words I thought would fade in time But now I know: they've become What I am... and they'll just scream And never leave me again They'll be mine forever, unforgiven...