I have never been so scared and sad at the same time I finally will figure out what life truly means When it's all been left behind I did not know what steps to take after graduating high school I never knew much of anything The midwest has blessed me with great friends And unforgettable relationships Still hits my head each and everyday Well if these bones still hold me up, I'm fine If I feel this cold still buried in my throat I guess I'll survive Cause it's sad that time turns it's back on us Like a wood chipper eating up the lumber It turns into dust and floats in the air To prove what we have lost All of my white shirts have lost their color I don't wanna go to the store and spend another dollar All of my white shirts have lost their color I don't wanna go to the store and spend another dollar I like the way I dress As a matter of fact, I I got love for who I am