Tiny little houses - Song Despite Apathy lyrics

well there is still a war that's waging somewhere in my flesh and I'll cut off my hands and eyes if they keep stumbling me as I walk alone the sun is circling somewhere below I hear bombs and suiciding teens their blood is crying deep below the surface I can feel us dying and it seems like no one cares or knows the world is spiraling out of control the more that I learn then the less that I do understand in the end of the day I am only a miserable man now the wind begins to sting my face and start to scream I covered up my ears but they began to bleed and I will leave here in a while you'll see there's more to this strange life then our disease and meanwhile you'll sit in your room a bubble world of books and apathetic visions they distort and twist all of the purity inside your soul I hope there's something greater then ourselves the weight on my shoulders it crushes and pulls while my mind's tried to grapple but it's so confused and you don't have the answers though you still pretend that you do and we're both so unhealthy it's partly our fault, cos I'll do what I don't want despite all I know and though I can't stand it I'm only a miserable man the more things change the more they seem to stay the same and sometimes I feel like I'm going insane take me away take me away take me away