Tindersticks - Fast One lyrics

Some kind of machine has been hollowed out inside me Don't know what I became or what I've left behind See I don't remember when Something plain about a girl brought me back here again Stumbled round her house tonight I could give her a call Stumbled over the kerbstone on the way to her door And I squandered her love It's the biggest kick I ever got Now I squandered her love Nothing else hits the spot Everybody's perfect and yet everybody's away And everybody's got pictures that they can't contain Yet I squandered your love It hangs there in my mind It's an ugly thing I can't leave behind Jesus