This one is for Mary I left her long ago And lived to tell the story Of what I have to show For all the times I've ruined my life When midnight feels like morning And fire lights my way For such an avid talker I don't have much to say It's all the times I've ruined my life It's all the times I've ruined my life This one k**s my headlamps And hides me in the woods Try to say I'm sorry I'd wake up if I could It's all the times I've ruined my life And this one has lying Beneath the light bulb moon Asking God permission To talk to Shannon Hoon It's all the times I've ruined my life It's all the times I've ruined my life Cause this one sinks before you And tells you to forget Your always empty pockets And monumental debt It's all the times I've ruined my life It's all the times I've ruined my life