When it's over, I go numb And lose the feeling for a while All the pictures make me wonder If I'll ever find that smile I'm a sailboat tossed by wind and waves And somehow I'm staying afloat I'm a memory, oh and you won't forget me You burn the letters I wrote Ooh, you should know Ooh, you should know That this is the last song I'll write for you And this is my last try To make it through And you won't say a word I'm surprised you haven't heard I'm trying not to love you And I wonder if this cycle of mine Will ever end And I wonder why growing closer to love Is starting all over again I'm a regret, you can try to avoid me It hurts to know I'm around I'm a story and I don't know the ending I worry about that now Ooh, you should know Ooh, you should know That this is the last song I'll write for you And this is my last try To make it through And you won't say a word I'm surprised you haven't heard I'm trying not to love you