Tim de Vil & His Imaginary Friends - Big Bad lyrics

When I bite the big one Life and time will move on That's part of the problem problem I'd've have never let them in Had I known they'd leave Leave me such a mess I don't have the tools to Screw my courage to Anything at all Even if I had to It's all I can do To hold up the walls I'm afraid I'll find out I'm a coward And have wasted my time Wasted, worried that I wasted my time After two packs You'd think that I'd have some answers But the black stares back And if and when the stars fall in line I'll have waited so long That I don't think i'll notice So can I bum a light, a smoke, some time, a shoulder A motive, a reason to try Or prescription that makes this alright On the inside Well, he darkens my doorstep again Can't he just wait 'til I finish breakfast He's only been gone for a week The seasons he leaves Getting shorter and shorter between I can't keep him at bay And I can't make sense of my senses When they drift away Every time it's the same You'd think that by now I would know how to turn him away And he knows that All it takes is some twisting to turn me From washing the dishes To sifting Netflix After too many days You'd think I'd learn a lesson But the Big Bad is back And if and when I do fall in line I'll have laid here so long That my limbs will be useless So can I get a light, a smoke, some time, a shoulder A motive, a reason to try Give me something that makes me feel right On the inside