Tier On3 - My Beginning (Prod. Cheta Beats) lyrics

Verse 1- (Tier On3) My mother had to be barely twenty years old When a seed got implanted in her zone Dial up on the phone hoping that he's home She's got information for my soon to be papa so Prego but she wasn't fretting though Thank god cuz I wouldn't be here repping flows But my dad was a Phoenix law felon for Drinking alcohol d** and ingesting souls Spreading out his sickness Couldn't be around him for is drug addiction Seven years old when he got restrictions So close to my first off own eviction Took a toll on my life of fiction It's perfect till your dads on the television A mug shot saying that he's in prison I cried so hard i drowned in my own opinion I didn't see gods inscription Looking down on me making up my odd decisions I was mad and sad for weeks I went to go off missing Countered to do my homework for my own thoughts and wishes I felt so alone everyone had stared at me I got robbed two times where was their police Where was my dad he was out their smoking weed Life got me down i got Zoloft for relief Yelling matches to get my life pronged I was bout to explode like a time bomb Anger rose out of me I had to be thrived calm I was listening to them N9ne songs You've helped get me through my satan spawns A man at school set off the paced alarm Waving a deadly weapon in his patient arms The police came ready getting out their braced batons Chorus 1- If I go back in time The only thing that I would change Is to go back and rewind And watch as I begin my days All the sin I would try to stop it But his hands are on my clock set My life's a locker with no locket It seems god's ticking but he's not talking Damn This is my beginning There's no other way to say it I just hope that i can sway it So the best thing is to pray it My life's in pieces so I lay it Down on paper and replay it And understand I have placement My beginning please don't hate it Interlude- Yeah man not a lot of people know where they come from man All they know is yeah my dad left me and my mom struggles everyday trying to pay the bills feed us food take care of us and the only way to check out is wrong Is to hustle dope on the streets My dad came back in my life I'm blessed but at the same time its a curse man It was all gravy in the beginning and then its turned into a pile of sh** Make the most out of your life find out what you want to do and act on it my brotha Verse 2- (Tier On3) In the back of my mind i always had cared for the animals As rage depleted depression went up gradual My mom couldn't keep up the bills we were ransom owned If you knew what I've been through its okay to be frantic yo Had no father so I couldn't be a man at best Dreams of me in a pit of snakes it was manifest The man of red had my heart before he grabbed my chest The futures is casted out by pasts of damaged debts Rocks my background to my production of music I was stuck to a tv till i plummeted to it Maybe one day i'll be radio's function influence I'm far from that but with my fans its one i solute in Momma said keep your dreams because you will lose em I became to like rap Losing myself in the music I know that i was off beat I had no tempo or movement I better learn my lesson I'm G-Krillex's nuisance Now I'm on beat multiple percussions and blueprints All the haters try to lead me in the suction of losing Your saying that i gotta be more like him I'm not Q Tha Mag f*g who's boring dead Boy i'll destroy you in any place I'll rip you to shreds trying to lend me grace This has nothing to do with your friendly face Its your voice thats annoying and your way off pace If they would see real talent Then in god hip hop would then be saved As i stand my roots and keep my feet planted I'm sure i'll never change from being praised Thats why I'm here is to make a change This is my beginning and it feels so strange My dads back in my life but i still feel pain But my end is far from now so i kneel and pray Jesus Chorus 2-