Thurisaz - No Regrets lyrics

Distorted spine and legs of lead* Unbearable silence and a spoiled stench I cry dry tears, and hope with sudden fears I try to hide my shame for you... this time I close my eyes and try to hide I blame myself for all the pain Will I regret my life on the other side? Is it worth playing this game I won't even bother to explain So don't ask me to share my burden again Please, don't judge me now For I must leave all of this behind I hear the sound of absent voices Deep inside my head What made me behave this way? How could this happen? I thought I've left this behind, I'm cold inside Lost in search for the answers, I'm lost this time I'll try to hide my shame but it's me I'll betray I'm cold now, I'm going back, tomorrow I'll find another way Today started as a promising day But my grief has taken control It's too late now, all harm is done Please don't cry in compa**ion I thought I've left this behind... I'm cold inside Lost in search for the answers... I'm lost this time In silence I fade away This time I can't find myself in here