Thunderstone - Holding On To My Pain lyrics

This will be the day that I will close my eyes and ears From the evil of the world These are my last hours Before I will let it go I'm so close yet so far One step behind, one more to go I'm almost there I'm still alive and grinding on I still believe Days go by And I'm holding on to my pain Keeping my eyes away From what makes me weak, fragile and small This is my time, I own it Until I crash and fall I'm keeping it all inside I am in control Or that's what I keep on saving I am a wreck, am I alive? One step behind, one more to go I'm almost there I'm still alive and grinding on I still believe Days go by And I'm holding on to my pain Keeping my eyes away From what makes me weak, fragile and small