Thi'sl My eyes open, I'm in the room Me and my cousin, quarter to noon I remember clearly 'cause I looked at the clock He said "let's get it," we 'bout to hit the block Walked out the door, he shut the door Like I said we walkin', but I can't see the floor I'm lookin' through it, I see outer space He dapped me up, we start to race We round the corner, now we by Fix I bent over, tied up my kicks He smiled at me but kept on running Man something ain't right, I see this car coming I tried to catch him, I'm running faster But I can't catch him, I'm hearing laughter That car pulled over, I heard a shot My eyes opened when his body dropped Thi'sl & Pastor AD3 Some nights my eyes close, but I'm not sleep 'Cause these the things I'm seein' in my dreams Feel like I can't breathe Lord I'm begging you to set me free 'Cause these the things I'm seein' in my sleep This is my beautiful mind Beautiful mind Come look inside of my mind This is my beautiful mind Come look inside of my mind This is my beautiful mind Guns on the table, drug money everywhere Girls all around me, c**aine everywhere Powder on my nose, I guess I've been sniffin' it That's about the time that the Feds came kickin' in Bullets start to richochetin' Knockin' holes in the wall, man they ain't playin' I hit the floor, co*k my burner, let it go Jail ain't a option for me, I ain't tryna go I take cover, but the bullets hit me My flesh open, I'm bleeding quickly My ears beatin', I could barely hear Now I look around, and ain't nobody there I'm hardly breathin', I start to wheezin' I guess I'm dyin', my soul leavin' Cry "Lord forgive me if you can hear" And if there's a heaven, please take me there Thi'sl & Pastor AD3 Some nights my eyes close, but I'm not sleep 'Cause these the things I'm seein' in my dreams Feel like I can't breathe Lord I'm begging you to set me free 'Cause these the things I'm seein' in my sleep This is my beautiful mind Beautiful mind Come look inside of my mind This is my beautiful mind Come look inside of my mind This is my beautiful mind Now I done dirty things and I done seen much But I'm tired of seeing things, things I can't touch Sometimes I see the Feds, and the Feds 'bout to get me Sometimes I see Tank, and Tank was still with me Sometimes I see the people that I hurt pointin' at me While I'm walkin' into church, laughin' at me Sayin' "that ain't gon' work" "Go back to the hood, go back to doin' dirt" But I'm callin' to the Lord, and I'm fallin' on my knees Father help me please, you can set me free From the things inside my head that people can't see I know you can deliver and you can set me free 'Cause Lord I wanna sleep, some nights I can't sleep I wake up in the morning not knowing what's a dream Sometimes I'm stuck in space, sometimes I'm stuck in time But this is what I see, come look inside my mind This is my beautiful mind This is my beautiful mind This is my beautiful mind This is my beautiful mind