This Time Next Year - This Is An Airport Train lyrics

I let the bottle drop as it crashed to the floor and these dozens of pieces of gla**, make it harder for me to pa**, 1800 days that I spent by your side, Now it's over, You're gone and done with, I'm over this kind of sickness Don't wait for me to write you back, don't wait, don't wait Don't wait for me to write you back I'm not coming back home I'm not waiting for you This time I won't be back again I'm not waiting for you "Keep your chin up, Life's not over yet" [x2] I let the record stop with my eyes toward the floor thinking "why should i deserve this?" does anyone deserve this? Don't wait for me to write you back, don't wait, don't wait Don't wait for me to write you back I'm not coming back home I'm not waiting for you This time I won't be back again I'm not waiting for you "Keep your chin up, Life's not over yet" [x2] Life's not over yet! And all those nights that I listened to you cry to me were never really worth it you were never really worth it I'm not waiting for you This time I won't be back again I'm not waiting for you "Keep your chin up, life's not over yet!" [x2] Life's not over yet! I'm not waiting for you (I'm not waiting for you) I'm not waiting for you (I'm not waiting for you) I'm not waiting for you (I'm not waiting for you) This time I won't be back again! I'm not waiting for "Keep your chin up, life's not over yet!"