This Is Hell - Bloodlines lyrics

I need some time to clear my head A moment of clarity The last things that anybody needs Is for me to blow off some steam Clear some room so i can breathe The pressure is draining me I can't deal with this f**ing condition Carrying a load that weighs a ton No hesitation comes from my eyes Replaced my fear with battle cries I'll be explosive like dynamite Replaced my tears with battle cries I've tried so hard to change my luck But i feel stuck With no answers to any questions So i resort to confrontation I'm trying to change my ways And forget those days On the path to nowhere I grab a shovel diggin six feet deep Not going down i'm swinging recklessly You drew first blood now here's your receipt A f**ing promise i swear i'll keep Cross my heart that i'll never die I'm everlasting, i'll survive Living proof, no one can deny It's instilled in my Bloodline It's instilled in my bloodline