Third Try - Hallmark Holiday lyrics

i guess this means i didn't make it but everyone's unhappy and all we have in common is a fondness for the past i don't know what will make me sated i don't wanna run your rat race if i make sure i never finish then i'll never come in last so waste your life away while memories await outside your door and don't wait up for me while you sit and reminisce i'll be out here making more everyone's searching for the meaning let the ma**es give the answers if we believe that we're all worthless then i guess it must be true and if your day of judgement ever comes i guess i'll wish i'd lived my life in fear and apologized for everything like you but i don't need another hallmark holiday to tell me who to love or what to do leave my life up to me and everything that's left i'll leave that up to you