Thinking Plague - Blown Apart lyrics

Stop! I'm blown apart – gradual smithereens eyes and ears and heart splitting at the seams hope is why I can't – head is why I must build me up again – grind me down into dust chopping down the truth – cannot tell a lie scattered chips of youth – bit by bit we die thousand points of light stabbed into my veins pump me up to be blown apart once again they lit a flame and doused it again, and they called it education they gave me hope, but filled me with doubt now I question why I care stop the carousel – I have lost my grip. can't you feel the tilt of our sinking ship? ranks of empty dreams on the k**ing floor. we're here but not really present anymore! they spoke of love, but showed only hate for the ones who dared to give it. they preached of God, but served only greed and the fear that is its sire. Only when I've come to my end can I see who I must become