Thieves - Unworthy lyrics

Now you tell me after all the shame you didn't want to ruin me You say that each time you see me Hard to believe I've kissed you,kissing with a liar.Should I don't know? You better go before I want you tonight I don't sleep, of all the things to say to me don't tell me I should try and get some sleep It's no good I want you in my bed instead in my mind (I thought about you a lot this summer) Now you tell me that if I feel ashamed,embara**ed while you never do Though I let you know I've been taking those remedies I really should have known it coz self illusion could k** a boy You better go before I want you tonight (I happened to be in love with you,that must give me some kind of rights) I want you