I just need to feel what it's like to stand at an ocean break and let your new love crash around me. I want to drown in you and everything. we came together under september or was it july? god knows I'm just too high and full of spite to ever fully remember. walked your street and it felt just so right under the tick tocks of the blinking lights. a feel for you I'm grasping by the collar. And I have spread some love and some lies I'm only truthful half the time but truthfully darling you held me close and I've never felt so alive to see your eyes that great big picture in the sky. It's just enough to make me float on by. I just need to feel out of reach. a different cityscape means I'm leaving you a piece of what I took I swear I had released. it's everything I am pretending who I am