Darling you disarm me with a look that fierce that I'm alarmed it took as long as it did. I don't write you much I know It's a god damn shame. In a detroit moment breathe quiet resistance to the car alarms and the shouts in the distance. I've given up I know no better way. When all I needed was something to believe in I have thrown my faith away but my hope grows. and all I needed was something to believe in. I have kept the change alive as I unfold tonight. I've come back home sick with s** on my breath for the last time. I cant stomach the steps I have to take again to sweat you out. I have gone to waste for the last time. so fortunate I'm cursed so tangible it hurts. I just want to make you feel something real enough to stay alive. approach the world with open eyes and you will find there's heart in mind