One hundred nine years since I left you fast asleep and bleeding I couldn't find you or a way to find myself in someone else But the next time this tender heart will cease it's beating The ticking clock will run out of time I said it was over And I let you believe it But I couldn't believe it myself Believe it myself Believe it myself Today i felt myself slide back into the shadows spinning I saw the light erupt from pockets hidden deep beneath the skin If you were with me I could relish in the sinning But without you The sin has lost the shine I said it was over And I let you believe it But I couldn't belive it myself Believe it myself Believe it myself Ya i said it was over And I bet you believed it But I didn't believe it myself Believe it myself Believe it myself Perhaps if I fall fast asleep I'll find you in my dreams Perhaps if I fall fast asleep I'll find you somewhere in my dreams But the next time this tender heart will cease its beating The ticking clock has run out of time I said it was over And I let you believe it But I couldn't believe it myself Believe it myself Believe it myself Ya I said it was over And I bet you believed it But I didn't believe it myself Believe it myself Believe it myself Perhaps if I fall fast asleep I'll find you in my dreams Perhaps if I fall fast asleep I'll find you waiting in my dreams