These Green Eyes - Last Call at the Dolly lyrics

[Verse 1] Alright so this is it I've finally had enough Of hanging 'round here Feeling sorry for myself It's almost been 5 years Of trying just enough To keep from feeling Bad enough about myself To question what went wrong [] It's like I woke up from a dream Where I was trapped inside a bottle And part of me had been shot off And boarded up And here I am All the choices I never make And the chances I never take The steps I wish I could retrace But I'm not giving up No, I'm not giving up Until the day My eyes roll back into my head Until I choke on my last breath Until no one remembers A single goddamn thing I've ever said or done But I woke up from my dream And I threw away the bottle And everything I boarded up Came pouring out then The sky has never looked so clear Through bloodshot eyes without the fear Of letting go And moving on and walking on my own And here I am All the choices I never make And the chances I never take The steps I wish I could retrace Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa This is a trap The life we lead The life we lead's a lie We owe ourselves Much more than what we now accept Until the day our eyes roll back Until we choke on our last breath Until no one remembers Until no one remembers (Here I am) All the choices I never make And the chances I never take, the steps I wish I could retrace (Here I am) All the choices I never make And the chances I never take, the steps I wish I could retrace