You were born from sin. And if that ain't a curse, then I don't know what is. Like Abraham and altar and the son you can't keep...would the shepherd shed the blood of his most precious sheep? Did Job ever ponder the price of his piety? What Methuselah tired? Did Lazarus want sleep? Praise be Thomas for fingering the wound because if he had his doubts then perhaps you should too. Does the bridge beg for barren wowb? Did God give the gift of a gamble to you?