Therefore I Am - My Father, The Fatalist lyrics

The colors were captured in '89 We were two children One six months, one thirty-one I wished you had whispered Listen, son, a disease is buried deep inside of me And inside of you as well 'Cause now I'm left waiting Like father, like son We were both born with the damage done At least now I know, d**h claimed my name The day the moment I was born All of the women who will weep and who will mourn Those that will cry alongside my casket Have all been called, their calendars marked 'Cause the cancer that will k** me has been formed So I say, metaphysics no more I sleepwalk with X's for eyes I've got nothing but time 'Cause now I'm left waiting Life father, like son We were both born with the damage done I always wondered why you ran away Idle time is all to blame The devil's playground where you use to lay