Therefore I Am - It's No Wonder Why lyrics

I remember your hands at the funeral home So cold and vacant Just like your face as you laid there alone And the caretaker tried, he tried so hard You were covered in cover up I stood at the foot of your casket and thought It's no wonder why she retreated Just like the veins in your arms In fear of forming more scar tissue and puncture wounds Is it sad to say the things that I remember The most are your blacked our phone calls? Oh, how you gave up your life, your kids and your wife All for the needles and pills that you needed so much It's alright it's okay, we're better off this way It's no wonder why I remember your hands at the funeral home So cold and vacant Just like the shadows where you lived alone It's no wonder why I wasn't surprised When the coroner called three weeks later And told us you overdosed on methadone It's no wonder why