TheRealEvk - Never Had lyrics

Verse 1 I took a leap into the dark side Took a long nap I just awaken in the dark side Need a long nap Took a power walk to heaven I can see mistakes I've made And every time I try to pray I feel my faith fading away They say all is fair in love and war I'm battling myself Because I need to live better I do this for my wealth I'm rapping to make a living They rapping because it's different They looking after some riches I'm looking after attention I'm considered everybody's favorite Congratulations! You made it but ain't half as famous As what they thinking I ain't took it to another level I done met the devil He ain't have nothing to say but I ain't have nothing to tell him I'm just Trynna make a way out of nothing But dirt and shovels I'm just chilling with the snake and a rebel Ain't nothing special I'm just looking at this hour gla** Hoping it don't drain out Writing all my thoughts down Hoping they don't play it out Hook I'm just Trynna live like I never had I'm just Trynna live like I never had I'm just Trynna thrive I'm just Trynna vibe I'm just Trynna vibe With my n***as Verse 2 It took a while before I flowed right My flow right now Got a new whip I ain't ashamed of going out now I got people that look up and down to me It's funny because I'm where most of these n***as wanna be It takes a man to raise a child I ain't seen my father yet And when he did decide to call The promises he never kept All my life I had a dream And my dream was never big All I wanted was a million Just to prove how much I did I done prayed a million times God can you hear me Or Jesus mother Mary Seems like nobody believes me When I say that when I pray I mean I know that someone hears me But the devil love is stronger Then a moment in decency And I can feel the changes It's so strange But the moment that I pray for something It goes away Everyone says it's a sign That God is Trynna tell me something But I ain't heard nothing Forget it lets change the subject We can talk about long nights It's alright It ain't always all good But it's never all right Trynna look into the left Hope I make the turn right They say keep your head high Roll a blunt roll it tight Keep a burner in your pocket Keep a 20 in your wallet Keep a bible on your dresser These evil spirits are talking They like who you Trynna vibe with I ain't never had nothing I'm just Trynna grab something I'm just Trynna live Hook