Theoriii - Serenity or Suicide (Succubus Edition) lyrics

[Mixed by The Tenth Man] Do you really want to be dead forever? Or do you just want the pain to go away? The Foreign Exchange Kendrick Lamar Theoriii Sometimes I wana leave Sometimes I wana cry Sometimes I hate to bear the truth Sometimes I wana lie Sometimes I wana school the youth Sometimes I wana ride Sometimes I wana not think Sometimes I wana vibe Sometimes I wana bump Tribe, and zone out This song's bout a young girl That's going wild inside, contemplating suicide Her darkness lives high Drains her future dry You can't hear her cries Off the bridge she sets flight Her eyesight, sky, and concrete collide Her daddy beats her a** too much Lost her sense of touch Damn the judge Shes out of luck Her heart is crushed She looks in the mirror, she loves herself? No Back at home singing songs To lift her insecurity Not enough to cure her insanity 4 white walls closing in A demon lies within Making sure she only sees The darkness regularly It wants the purest souls Flying over your homes Similar to the tenth plague No red marked doors And now lets draw A picture of woman, struck with Aids, razor blades Ex husband couldn't care more Back and forth they argue Superficial sh** Back from school a bit early "Moms not moving come quick!" Mirror Mirror on the wall, wana skinny and tall If I cut my wrist will I feel that I exist? Mirror Mirror can't see, what you show is ruining me! Public perception got her guessing her legitimacy "Baby please, don't believe what the people say about you." She caught her breath and said, "I'm fine baby, thank you." She's caught in her flaws You can tell me that these blades are dangerous But so are my thoughts - distraught - she's taught To pray to the higher powers Needs a permanent solution to match these Dastardly desires Wildfires burn the divine writers script before it hits the print It's that inner pain The one that's hard to explain You feel it coursing through your veins So hard to contain When all you really want is to break sh**, leave the Earth Not a hundred percent, so you smoke this, drink that Quench your thirst of the question The question you ask yourself, becoming an obsession Existential crisis on the cards The depression been fueling my bars Though the scars remain dormant Eclipse the stars, pour the darkness in the open Release the farce, your inner light hasn't spoken Awaken at last, let go of the past Steadfast, unmask your true potential The building blocks of life The ones you need to fight! Fake smile, dried eyes, scratched wrists, bruised thighs White pills, rope tied, gun loaded, suicide Inside you'll find the love that you need to thrive The spirit loves regardless even if you failed when tried So break future ripples of your dreams about humanity And behold the clearer conscious, the serenity One sad cold night A girl sat in her chair Picked up a gun as she ran her fingers through her hair She sat, and cried, as she thought "Everything that has happened has been all my fault." She said "If I was gone, this would all be better." And she told him, "I love you now more than ever." She said, "Trust me, this is for the best, you'll see 'cuz after I'm gone no more fighting and you'll be free." She grabbed the bullet, and put it in the gun She said, "I love you so much but now I have to run." She said, "I'm sorry, I can't take this anymore I've let down so many people I wish I could go back to before." She grabbed the gun and pulled the trigger Looked down at her chest as the pain grew bigger Her eyes filled with tears and they started to pour As soon as her family ran in She fell to the floor Everyone is somebody's everything X 3 Theoriii