If grieving was a feeling that I left behind Then tell me why it tears away and sears inside I'm breathing with a little bit of difficulty I pushed everything aside and now it's closing in There's ashes in the air that never make a sound But I can feel that d**h and love are all around I'm breathing with a little bit of difficulty I pushed everything aside and now it's closing in Love the one we can't ever really have In love with the one that will never love us back Amber (in ashes)