The XX - Season Run lyrics

Here comes the rain again It always has an effect on me Don't know how the seasons run I always feel like I'm in between Do I stay inside 'til I see the sun? Once again, let the seasons run Or do I step outside? I'm somewhere in between Lightning and the distant crash of thunder Knowing that it's the coming Doesn't make me any braver My fears, my doubts They're slowly creeping out And they're intensified The first drop hits my windowpane And the emotions start flooding in I recognize it in the air The fading light it my precursor But how do I prepare? I slowly fade as the sky worsens Here comes the rain again It always has an effect on me Don't know how the seasons run I always feel like I'm in between Do I stay inside 'til I see the sun? Once again, let the seasons run Or do I step outside?