The Voynich Code - Acta Sancti lyrics

I've lived my whole life believing that the sun Would shine everyday on top of what I praised the most But still the strain I've felt ever since Leaves me sleepless, fearing the day that I'm lost Fearing the day that we're set apart I'd prefer to live in nothingness for All eternity I'd prefer to take my own life away Than to exist in a world without a creator No escape for humanity's routine Tears my spine in two, makes me feel weak No escape for humanity's routine Tears my spine in two, makes me feel.. Like it's the easy work of the seer There's nothing holding me here Like eternal sorrow is here to stay Am I the only one going insane? This is the ephemeral order I ask forbearance please Suspended disbelief Imagine minds floating The darkness of time I'm truly committed to save what's rightfully mine I call the speakers of the dead, come to me! Come forth mother goddess "I call forth the speakers of the dead Feed off my soul Bring eternal life to my creator Feed Off my f**ing existence Please.." Protect my father