The Underachievers - See Through lyrics

[Verse 1] First of all let me say thank you to my dad and mother You ain't never give up on me, now just look what I'm becoming I'll be honest, I still struggle with addiction, it's a problem And I'm always missing sh** today, just push it to tomorrow Need to raise our self esteems to really get what we dream Cause I know we could be better but depression so defeating I feel envy when I see that other people always winning And I'm happy for 'em too but feel like d**h cause I ain't get it I don't like to be with friends, that's why I always keep my distance Got a problem when it comes to trusting peeps who ain't my parents But I'm working on myself because I owe it to the fans Cause I'm learning that they need for me to tell 'em what's the plan I'm too pessimistic, gotta change the way you see the gla** It ain't full but learn to appreciate what you already have I'm responsible for raising up a global reaching gang I been blessed to travel too and touch a million across the land I get paid to live my dreams, I spend that money f**ing fast I gotta figure out a way to make the paper last And I promise all my n***as that I won't put on my craft But I keep aspiring people to be better than the past See I made it through the pain though the rain was in the way But I'm glad I'm here today n***a winning, can't complain, what I'm saying [Verse 2] All that struggle turned me to a Super Saiyan On a higher level, don't expect you to obtain I learned many lessons and that came from my mistakes Sunlight through the shade, I call that blessing in the gray They was never there through the come up Say I changed That's why I keep my circle tight I'm just like Saturn with the rings Like the finer things but I find balance with my dreams Treat these [?] like a robber, I give it my everything Materials replaceable, your life you can't reclaim Rest in peace my n***a X, they tried to test me once the same Never catch me slipping, I'ma always use my brain Like I took a sense of being, what I lost I now regain n***as try on social sh** to make themselves a name Through this music I'm immortal, that's how I'ma do my thing Told her to be honest can't commit to anything Til my momma in a mansion, til my pops up in a Range Learn that being true you cut out all that bullsh** I was on a ride I probably shouldn't then I dodged a bullet I be going in and out of Brooklyn On the block I'm hooded Lost so many friends because of d** I promised not to do them Find out if I want that power, cause with that influence So I dedicate my every hour, show them how to do it (So I dedicate my every hour, show them how to do it)