The Lazarus Rocket - Bleeding Out lyrics

(Alexis) Sipping, living, trying to forget you I've been, looking out for everything that you do Looking, waiting, searching for something Anything, anything so I can blame you But you know what I ask for I don't know what anymore Don't know what I want anymore (The Lazarus Rocket) I woke up to a brand new day Put my mind in a brand new place There's a world outside, and I'll make it mine once you get the f** up out my face This ain't no RGF production It's just me and my cuz, we in the basement making something outta nothing Your life just pa**ed you by There's a world outside with monsters, they scary I know you want me to bury it all inside, just get by Live my life, do my time But I'm better than that Rose from ashes and that I thought I'd never come back, oh Back to the sh** I swore I'd never start again Back to the sh** I swore I'd never start again I started again (Alexis) It's like I'm losing my mind I'm up late a night, wondering what you're like I sip til' the end of the night Baby this ain't right I really don't want to fight It's like when you were mine And I don't know what I want, but it ain't this I know, you're the one that I miss But baby you're like my personal poison Slowly k**ing me with your kiss, please Take me out of it (The Lazarus Rocket) Murder she wrote, we got a love crime, baby Knows I'm out of control I need some down time I fight my battles with bottles and let you out of my life I knew that I couldn't follow I knew I f**ed it up right and now I'm Sipping, living trying to forget you I've been looking out for everything that you do Looking, waiting, searching for something Anything, anything so I can blame you But you know what I ask for I don't even want anymore Don't know what I want anymore It's the same as yesterday, I'm running out of space Oh mama don't you come looking for things you don't wanna find I don't wanna go outside I don't wanna go out You can't find what you're looking for, leave me in the past, Leave your dirty notions at the door, I don't wanna fight I don't wanna fight I can't feel what I'm hurting for, leave me in the dark Let the demons knock me to the floor, I don't wanna fight I don't wanna fight, so I'm..... (Alexis) Sipping, living, trying to forget you I've been, looking out for everything that you do Looking, waiting, searching for something Anything, anything so I can blame you But you know what I ask for I don't know what anymore Don't know what I want anymore (The Lazarus Rocket) I find it simple to lose what you had In desperation cling to the past All of my lovers excuses, all of my lovers abuse Spent time at the bottom and now I feel like a problem Choking on smoke just to feel that high But it burns a hole right through my mind knowing that you care but you can't decide Do you even want me at all? Do you even want me at all? (Alexis + The Lazarus Rocket) Sipping, living, trying to forget you I've been, looking out for everything that you do Looking, waiting, searching for something Anything, anything so I can blame you But you know what I ask for I don't know what anymore Don't know what I want anymore Oh you got me bleeding out Oh you got me bleeding out