The ILLZ - Heaven (Higher) lyrics

Damn in two days it'll be four years Can you believe that? I can't count the memories that I need back I can't listen I'm dealing with heavy feedback I know you see that I'm a grown man how did I achieve that? Yea I know But you're gone Its hard to just let it go And the reason why I don't know Guess reality made it so And it's a cold world And I ain't doing well Your physical is gone I wonder could your soul tell? What is going through my mind One minute I'm blind and the next I'm doing fine Begin to fall behind Life it ain't kind These days And why do I fell these ways? I stare in the mirror begin to see your features And transform till the day that I meet ya Again Let's make a toast to my people in the sky Anybody you got watching from the sky And some days I can't help but wonder why You ever had to say to goodbye D Its been a while since we last spoke So for that reason I'm writing you this note We're down here losing our grip Only hear bad things when we're moving our lips A lot of people still standing on the same strip Besides a few things here its just the same sh** And all the problems we face yo that's a long list I ain't talk to Solomon in the longest Everyday I say that I'm gone call him And never do I hear things are going right for him And when we talked about d**h it felt foreign But when you stood in her steps it started pouring And the rain ain't really stopped since All cause some dude that ain't really have sense Prof's still doing his thing And every other day Ray gives me a ring Up I talk to him He's down In burbs He moved out with his girl Lives in South Jerz Rob he's still on point Its crazy ‘Born Ready' is still my joint Even though I ain't listened for a while I just smile cause you had the illest style Guess every time that I listen I feel distant (It's my heart that I think about) I guess its just my dude that I'm missing (It's my heart that I think about) And you can get a much higher ground...