The Hotelier - Discomfort Revisited lyrics

Carry an illness and practically know it by name. Seldom speaks for you ,you learned to tune it away. But it wasn't easy Fond of your writing I dont need to see into you You hid behind the similes Fractal light in all shades of blue pebbles and mirrors I'm just jealous because I tried mapping out your mind Inconsistent ways, tangled and untied I watched your ends start to fray You felt buried from the start Tearing you apart, Constricting the free-beating of your heart I knew your postcard would say, "Wish you could stay ,wish you felt the same way." Asked to be admitted ,they put a lock on your door sponsored links Subdued, medicated, face to linoleum floor And you tried to break away Painted window panes, bars behind the gla**, molded to the frame You saw yourself in those days You felt buried from the start Tearing you apart, Constricting the free-beating of your heart. I knew your postcard would say, "Wish you could stay ,wish you felt the same way." I am tearing up pieces of old news to mend the leaks in my open wounds, Protect your pressure points I refuse to press against Let your self renew Project the voice that I found for you Pull up the weeds ,from the ground they grew Feel soil under your toes,it's you You have forever Felt weaker when I bent, beaten to the end Folding on myself, too damaged to mend I couldn't hold all the weight You felt buried from the start Tearing you apart, Injuring yourself dragging from my arm I knew your postcard would say, "I know your new heart still desires to play And who would I be to keep it all for me?" Wish I could stay, wish I felt the same way.