The Honorary Title - Apologize lyrics

Yesterday's dinner's haunting me today Blades in my stomach spinning I awake with a fear of?? Hiding by the stress of your love I won't return your calls until it lets up Oh, just one more season, you will be good Tonight, oh Don't even, don't even try, oh 'Cause when I'm concentratin' on makin' statements I will fool you into thinkin' we're fine Yeah, I'll fool you, fool you, fool you, into thinkin' we're fine Until you start to feel something outside Yeah, well, you alone can visualise Not worth the misery A sordid history The years of revelry We converse endlessly Those powdered lips that say you cry You start to feel something outside Tonight, oh Don't even, don't even try It's not me that was mistaken For an earnest, heartfelt evening For a moon-induced hallucination Couldn't help but notice Your eyes are losing focus Such magnetism, now you're opposed But if you're not begging for it Then it's not yours Once dependent, now no signs of withdrawal Not worth the misery A sordid history The years of revelry We converse endlessly Those powdered lips that say you cry Well, you start to feel something outside Tonight, oh Don't even, don't even, don't Please talk softly now No need to scream The raise in decibels seems obsence Please talk softly now No need to scream The raise in decibels seems obsence Tonight, well, tonight You sold everything you've been told I apologise