The Hollow Earth Theory - Hostage lyrics

This hostage that I used to keep Still loiters by the side of me She's looking up into my eyes Forgive what I'm about to do It's the only way to get me through I only want to sleep at night How long do I Have to hold you Under water Before you breathe in? Call me all names under the sun Wind blows away your every verb Please don't make this harder for me Your struggling only makes it worse This can't be good for me It's a sign to let her leave This doesn't feel right at all Too long have I realised How far I've taken my disguise I only want to know the truth How long do I Have to hold you Under water Before you breathe in? Call me all names under the sun Wind blows away your every verb Please don't make this harder for me Your struggling only makes it worse Goodness It flows through my veins I'm pushing down on your face Fingertips They feel the rain again And wash away the cherry stains When it's on you walk away (Face down) Until your body leaves me (Go now) So hard to say goodbye (Leave) This is goodnight Call me all names under the sun Wind blows away your every verb Please don't make this harder for me Your struggling only makes it worse Goodness It flows through my veins I'm pushing down on your face Fingertips They feel the rain again And wash away the cherry stains