The Holdup - Ruin Love lyrics

(Chorus) Cause I don't wanna Be that a**hole that Ruins love for you Well I used to adore you But I wasn't like this before you And baby I'm not saying That its you I'm blaming Cause these games I'm playin Are putting on a strain on you Youuuu-youuuuu I can tell you all these things to help you understand Where I'm coming from but I doubt you'll get it I came here to hold someone I know it but pretended you were wonderful & Now I regret it Wasted so much breath I know you're beautiful and good Yeah trouble couldn't leave you And I know I really should have You cheated on me You're a b**h and I see it Well f** it I can't move on because I've become an a**hole Just like you My heart is closed up And baby Now I'm different Afraid to get hurt Cause I'm still bruised Got a wall up Cause my heart got broken When I didn't Well now I got a good girl And she loves me But I Can't give her All the love she deserves I used to get my heart broken Now I'll break hers And honestly I can't decide which is worse (Chorus x1) I'm only saying I know I messed up I'm not playing Don't get it mixed up I wouldn't lie and say "You got the best of me" You only got the part That couldn't be fixed up Baby I f**ed around Once or twice When we were young girl I wouldn't be surprised if ya didn't Its not like I thought I was doing was right And I wonder If you were really surprised that I did it I know you had a feeling That I was bad And I was wrong To tell you different I wish I could take All of em back I'll probably never have the strength to admit it But listen that b**h turned me into an a**hole That b**h turned me into an a**hole Yeah that b**h turned me into an a**hole But ummm.. (Chorus)