The Haunted - Disappear lyrics

You and I can't get much closer In spite of what you want I'm done explaining I'm broke at best Non-existent I lay me down to sleep And disappear Why is it you have a question For every single thing I do Why is it you say you love me Nothing's ever good enough for you "What's the matter now?" "Have another one of these" "This will take the edge off" And I never knew what it would be Decisions and decisions to be made They'll tell you what you said and what you did To break from the futility and run You speak through comparison You speak in tongues You listen suspiciously for gaps my adaptation You have no magic touch Please stop trying s**ing me dry And I never seemed to get it right It's like a shadow hanging over me You were the first You were the last If there's a God Release me from my past I lay me down to sleep And disappear