The Grouch - Drunk Taste lyrics

How, How can I fiend for the rush that I get When I sip off the cup of the sh** that I knew Wasn't cool from the get, I'mma quit, real power But the hour draws near, show night, no might I'm a low life with a bottle, feel the sorrow See your a** tomorrow De nada can I feel ya, so I'm drinking in the first place Swallow that worst taste To face the evening, and really just deceiving myself cause I'm fresh still But will not rest til my memory is broke It be soaking up my liver till I shiver in a notion of earl Get to twirling like my world and every girl is the same And you dudes, man I've gotta get the f** away from you I can speak my mind but sometimes that rhymes comes slurred And the truth gets differed, proof gets blurred And that's my f**ing word, in the present less hesitant and humble Ain't tripping off the stumble, I'm rip till I mumble and fumble off the stage For knowing when to stop me I have no gauge no rage In my mood, im just boozed the f** out And bloody till I black out, I'm act out That's hop out but doubt in my heart To the part with routine stress relief But when it comes to the morning I'm sworning "Who me? I'm more than grouch He better shape it up He better take the cup and quit it" I did it more than shows, had more drinks than hoes And I suppose That it grows and gets worse if you let it I dreaded being a drunkard, I'd rather be a punk or genius And that is in my genes it's a trap nope, a copout f** that snuck Back into life for a minute to finish my thoughts Don't wanna get caught of doing what I don't wanna do but if I do It ain't cool but don't clown me That sh**s always around me, found me when I was down to ride in on the town Hiding from the sound that reality made I was little disappointed and a little afraid I got it laid out Straight when I played out the game came and heard that I couldn't resent wit I balled my fist and took a sip of this Another angle and now dangled on the floor feeling Mangled, votiming, and strangled Couldn't recognize my own sister Barely speaking english and talking sh** to Mr. Ace of the treys Who forgave the next day I wanna have fun but never go out that way, I was a spectacle Very blessed to have my bed, and not care from a sloppy a** Stare at a co*ky a** incompetent man, rid the land I been there Point of last return, time for concern I'm trying to end there