I see you right through the charade Now I'm going back again Giving in for all that's bad Seems to me it's all I've got I was born to endless night All my trying is in vain Some people think that I am mad Because I've thrown away all that I had I don't fool no one else So many tries have gone to hell I was born to endless night All my trying is in vain Some people think that I am mad Because I've thrown away all that I had One last try before things fail With my luck I'll end up in jail I'm going to war, to war with myself Putting my head, my head on a shelf I'm losing all battles all over again I'm going to war, to war with myself I was born to endless night All my trying is in vain Some people think that I am mad Because I've thrown away all that I had