The Gla** Child - Winter Girls lyrics

The world got quiet, sorry I have no excuse I'm awake but I'm not slipping to whichever world I choose There's a scream somewhere but I'm too gone to even care As you shake my bones I whisper 'I am fine, I swear' I lost the summer inside I'm the winter girl you'll never see Staying up all night chasing bu*terflies to set them free As you hold me close I whisper 'make it go away' Now I watch you go, you're the only reason why I stayed If I told you about the melancholy in my mind I'm sorry, but it's always gonna be around You told me I'll never live here like you do now you're leaving me behind My baby shot me down You let go of me don't see what I see I'm doubting myself for my belief How can I feel free with nothing in me I'm shutting you out don't speak don't breathe I want them to see, the absence of me I'm counting my bones I'm twisting the thrones The less I am me the more I feel like home