The Gla** Child - Letdown lyrics

What if I change the things I say so it sounds better in your ears I can tell you exactly what you want to hear What if i change the way i dress So it looks better from your view I can pout my lips to fame and be pretty instead of true Ive been trying to stay real and true and proud who I am All those ideals of how to look Ive been trying not to care But Im still holding my breath Im still watching every step Im still tip-toeing away when Im getting to ashamed of myself I dont want to be your let down Im scared like hell Im not enough I dont to be your failure anymore I dont want to be your let down Im screaming loud without a sound Have to find a way to be the best of me Failure scares the hell out of me And the music that theyre liking says nothing about the way That I am disappearing so Ill keep it to myself Though Im mostly quiet Ive got a lot to say but nothing seems to please you so Ill keep it to myself I dont want to be your let down Im scared like hell Im not enough I dont to be your failure anymore I dont want to be your let down Im screaming loud without a sound Have to find a way to be the best of me Failure scares the hell out of me If Im not good enough for you Am I not good enough for you? Your expectations I cant live up to, no I just want to be someone To mean something to anyone Ive got to hurry up to be someone I am fading can you wake me up So I can be, all those things that Ive been dreaming of Im the fall, this is the cutting of my wings Oh youre k**ing my belief to be myself and if I cant make my own way I quit