The Gla** Child - Consumed By You lyrics

I laid the devils curse on you for all those years you put us through Ive been living with your words around my neck Now I always feel so wrong Cause you have shaped me for so long A heart of stone and all these things I have become Im consumed by you You made me carve i my own skin Been on the outside looking in Oh I died so young I k**ed myself for you Growing smaller every day Like Im always in your way And then blame it all one me You can blame on me Will you pull the trigger Tell me what to say I never learn Am I in your way? Been screaming loudless all my life Ive had enough make sure this time Ill be heard The payback that I deserve Im consumed by you The gla** I turned to While being crucified by you We play the sk**s that weve been dealt, and oh I played it oh so well Became a ghosts around this house Distant smoke, you closed your eyes The dead will dance for me tonight Im lead into the light Will you pull the trigger Tell me what to say I never learn Am I in your way? Been screaming loudless all my life Ive had enough make sure this time Ill be heard The payback that I deserve And I need them all to know how you were valuing my soul That you made me think just 10 years old That I must be the devils child Convinced me with your lies A family of hidden crimes I wont be quiet this time Been screaming loudless All my life Ive had enough I just want to be heard The payback that I deserve