The Ghost In You - Long Before Computers lyrics

Take me back to Willow Grove My heart belongs to Hatboro And I don't wanna sit here in this room, I am bored with parties and with you. But I know that I'll be leaving here tonight with my pride. Why can't we talk just like we did, Like before when we were kids? We'd laugh all night and hang out in the street About stupid things and girls we wanna meet. But I haven't spent a night like that with you for far too long. I know they say that I'm no fun And that I'm not like everyone, But all you do is get f**ed up anymore, The same thing that you did the night before. Sometimes I find it so hard to believe That part of you was once a part of me, When I look up at photos on my wall that you're in. Maybe it was just time to grow up, Or maybe you've just flat out given up, Or maybe I just do not give a f**, you'll say. I am staring at this sky. I am hoping I go blind. I am watching you decline. I am fine. And I feel like standing up on a rock that hasn't sunk, While I watch you floating by me. With your head up to catch your breath, I will kneel down to pull you in. But I reach out and lose my grip, or did I?