The Gardener And The Tree - A Million Words lyrics

Leave[?] my heart into the night I know it was a millions times that That I was lost inside my head And didn't know which way I must go I need some[?] time alone Bruises I told myself to mind[?] I now it took a millions [?] tries To loosen up and really show that I wasn't just the man you thought you owned Wasn't all[?] just flesh and bones Days were I was broken down I know there were[?] a million ways to light a fire In this heart of mine But I let it be and ended up astray Was[?] the worst I ever [?] I don't need forgiveness on[?] a day[?] like this Give me you rejection and the time to miss A million different words that I could have said But I just kept 'em quiet cause I know [?] Back out[?] in the time apart I never thought it'd come this far But I was back where I started from With the wooden door and no[?] windows to the road When/where[?] we wanted to get old Every time I went away I thought about you night and day I was caught in a [?] case that I got myself when I was younger age[?] You always thought it strange The things I said brought you to tears I never meant to do you harm What I really do regret Was/when[?] the times I didn't [?] And the things I never did I don't need forgiveness on a day[?] like this Give me you rejection and the time to miss A million different words that I could have said But I just kept 'em quiet cause I know [?] Thought [?] found[?] millions words to lift you up And make me whole You stayed You stayed Every time I fight the night I feel the best would be to just let go Let go Throw away[?] those broken things And take your time as[?] [?] again I really hope you do She said "Take you heart, your millions words And all my love Cause I won't be yours again [?]" And I might[?] miss those days Those million times I hold you close And I hoped[?] you stayed again I really thought you would And we should save our souls Our hearts of gold And live our lives as our parents told us, so It's time to say goodbye