The Futuristiks - It's Hard Pt. 2 lyrics

[Chorus] This lonely life I live Not a rap star I'm just a dope a** kid This lonely life I live Not a rap star I'm just a dope a** kid Thie lonely life I live Not a rap star I'm just a dope a** kid This lonely life I live Tryin' to be a rap star I'm just a dope a** kid [Verse 1] Window seat in economy cla** The steward is picking up trash I'm tryin' to be fast Ain't tryin' to be last But it feel like that's The place I'm in When people don't see you They don't recognize your face and grin This place I'm in ain't the greatest pot But it don't bother me Losing my mind probably Honestly n***as think I got this deal And hit the lottery Follow me, will it mold you and break you Like you was pottery Gotta be sad as a f** To be hot as me I promise G, it's hard [Chorus] This lonely life I live Not a rap star I'm just a dope a** kid (This sh** is hard) This lonely life I live Not a rap star I'm just a dope a** kid (I swear this sh** is hard) Thie lonely life I live Not a rap star I'm just a dope a** kid (My n***a this sh** is hard) This lonely life I live Tryin' to be a rap star I'm just a dope a** kid [Verse 2] Different city on any given night Every day it's a different flight It's a whole different life Catch me in terminal 2 Luggage and an iPod Alone in my zone Like when they reminisce over you My God, is this what I really wanted I could never condone it She tat'ed my name on her body To let me know I own it And I'm still not convinced I proceed with caution Not even sure if it's mine Paying for that abortion Sex an extorsion, the worst crime Should've got these b**hes out of my circle The first time But most of these n***as addicted to estrogen All I need is my mother My brothers, and next of kin And I ain't seen 'em in months There's just me and these blunts Now I'm smoking that muds That could be seen as a crunch It's my dream and it s**s How ironic is that I feel like I'm on chronic and crack I'm just tryin' to laugh But sh** is hard [Chorus] This lonely life I live Not a rap star I'm just a dope a** kid (This sh** is hard) This lonely life I live Not a rap star I'm just a dope a** kid (I swear this sh** is hard) Thie lonely life I live Not a rap star I'm just a dope a** kid (My n***a this sh** is hard) This lonely life I live Tryin' to be a rap star I'm just a dope a** kid [Verse 3] Window seat in economy cla** The steward is picking up trash I'm trying to be fast Gotta get these words out my head Before we land Somebody paying for the studio time Rapper's a job now, you understand You complain one thing And it never happen It's more involved in this sh** Than just making music and rap it Could make the greatest art beat Yet and still you're not an artist If you ain't dressing the part And your sneakers is not the hardest n***as resent the sk**s Cause they never heard my name Mad that I'm on TV And work with the best in the game Mad cause I make the music that I want Young boy on some grown sh** Getting paid off my flow Rhyme with my own clicks So they don't post my videos on their dog sites Tryin' to keep me in the dog But I got these fog lights Mama told me not to come I'm on that three dog night I know in my heart That everything gon' be alright But this sh** is hard [Chorus] This lonely life I live Not a rap star I'm just a dope a** kid (My n***a this sh** is hard) This lonely life I live Not a rap star I'm just a dope a** kid (For real this sh** is hard) Thie lonely life I live Not a rap star I'm just a dope a** kid (This sh** is hard) This lonely life I live Tryin' to be a rap star I'm just a dope a** kid [Chorus] (This sh** is hard) Story life I live Not a rap star I'm just a dope as kid (n***a this sh** is hard) Story life I live Not a rap star I'm just a dope as kid (n***a this sh** is hard) Story life I live Not a rap star I'm just a dope as kid (Trust me when I say this sh** is hard) Story life I live Tryin' to be a rap star I'm just a dope a** kid